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The End

2009-09-05T06:27:12Z

ahhhh...finally, im moving back to Blogspot, and this time, its forever over there =D

i didn't notice that this blog has been going on for like 1 and a half years already..well, LJ is cool but it is so restricted that i can't even edit anything..besides, i don't really use the LJ cut or the community that much..so yeah, that's the reason why im moving back over there

see you over there xD

http://catherinenutz.blogspot.com

GOOD BYE!!

Merdeka!!!

2009-08-30T17:58:03Z

Happy 52nd birthday to Malaysia and happy Merdeka!!!

I love Malaysia and may our country is blessed with peace and prosperity everyday xD. If you ask me whether would i leave Malaysia for a better offer in other countries?...hmm, if its just for a few months then why not, but if its for many years or forever, hell no. Why?..haha simple question, why would i leave the place where im born, the place that i love so much, the place where the weather is so beautiful,where the foods are awesome, the places, the languages, the people, etc etc etc....

Many people i know would love to leave Malaysia as soon as they posibly could, but i still can't understand why. Yeah Malaysia do have their problems politically, socially, economically but which country is perfect right?..I will not leave Malaysia even if some people give me 1million or more. I will not leave my origins, and yeah call me stupid but Malaysia is more than any amount of money in this world.

Love you Malaysia!!!

Hidup Malaysia...Malaysia Boleh!!!

15 Malaysia

2009-08-22T02:26:22Z

Potong Saga - Ho yuhang

The Making of Chocolate

The Tree-Amir Muhammad

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Watch and download or get more info from the website k
15malaysia.com

ps..chocolate was the last movie made by Yasmin before she passed away T_T

enjoy~

talentime

2009-08-17T16:56:40Z

ok its 12.30am and i should be sleeping..i have not been jogging since 1 weeks plus already and everything is getting seriously sluggish..hmmm...

anyway, we celebrated yan_desu 20th burfday on sunday and sooyan im soooo sorry i can stay longer..or belanja u expensive stuff..but we had a good outing huh xD..we watched talentime and the movie was seriously AWESOME!!!..its like 10 or more times better than Yasmin Ahmad's previous movies. The movie was a good blend of humours(damn funny..i was laughing like a crazy women in the cinema) and malaysian drama ..certain scene was really sad and tears welled in my eyes especially in the last scene T_T

no spoilers here, go watch yourself!! or buy the original cd..i might be buying the ost. For me all of the songs in the movie is superb and most of them was composed by Pete Teo..here's one of them..read the lyrics..

I Go

G - D/F# - C/add9 - G
So long, fare thee well
Em - G - Am - D
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
G - D/F# - C/add9 - G
So turn down this bed of stone
Em - Am - C - D - G - Am - Am/B
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

C - G - Am - Am
The long December rain is falling now
C - G - Em - Em
Running down on streets to nowhere
C - G - Am - Am
Music is my life youre my sweetest nightingale
Bm7flat5 - E7 - Am - Am/B - C
But I cant hear it here no more
G - D/F# - C/add9 - C/add9
And I go
G - D/F# - C/add9 - C/add9
I go

Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

oklah i wanna go to sleep already..good night and have a great day tomorrow people!!

guitar oh guitar

2009-08-11T12:23:20Z

ahhh my skills are getting better and im happy about it..it's not like sooooo pro la but much much better than last year.I can just listen to people play and i know whens the chord transition, what strumming pattern and all ..lol okok tan will be saying 'cheh..that 1 also wanna tell ar??' xDDD

anyway im not here to brag about it but i found this guy in youtube and his voice is awesome!!!..his name is Ahren(pronounce sth like Aaron) and he's from Oregon..found 2 new songs to play including 3 of my scouts song..yay!!..here's one of his vids.. enjoy!!

i've always wanted to move my blog back to blogspot but i just don't have the time..so just wait till i have the time la k =D

ps i've decided to join a marathon and a walkathon this september and december..here are the details:-
Walk for Buddhist Education- www.nalanda.org.my/walkathon.html
Malakoff KL Race-www.malakoffrun.com.my/index.php
i have not decided yet to run for 12km or just 6km la..i will have to test myself first whether i can stand for 2 hours of non stop walking before registering..btw 12km=2 rounds of the whole UNITEN..anybody wanna go with me??..hehe

have to do my homework already..urghhhhhh...till next time then..bai

holiday!!!

2009-08-07T14:26:16Z

haha i have extra holidays. Not that i was very happy that my uni was officially closed due to H1N1 but...more holidays..yeahooooo

anyway, on Monday we Murnians(my apartment name is Murni) was called for a row-call, they jot down people who are sick and they told us that the 2 empty floors were for people who were suspected for H1N1. Then on thursday, around 11 something, the uni called everybody to go to the multi purpose hall to inform that 3 were positive of H1N1 and 11 quaratined..all of them were at my apartment block

so uni was officially closed at 12noon on thursday. people start running back home. So here i am, with extra holidays..Test quizzes were postpone..including off campus activvities, which includes my Endau Rompin Camping..Again, not that im happy but..xDDDDD

its going to be really hard when we cannot organized anything out of uni..even bringing people in to the uni is a nono..so wth are we gonna do??..just look at the same peoples faces everytime there's an activity?..gosh

so just call me out if u wanna go out..or play badminton..or cycling..hehe..im still gonna stay fit, exercise everyday, at least some good dose of badminton..ahhhhh i love my life now..except the bundle homeworks that i need to finish up during the holidays..urgh

sighh..i missed cycling sooo sooo much..an average good road bike cost at least 2k..how in the world should i afford that..its impossible..and nw my bro let people steal his camera redi so yeah there goes my bike T_T

i think that all for now..call me out ya hehe..btw one pound gospel is awsome and super funny!!!...im still reading nineteen minutes though..gonna finish it before uni starts again =D

ps:need to buy a dress and wrist weights and arm pouch to put my hp for jogging..hmmm...money oh money

RIP

2009-08-04T02:11:36Z

yeayea i know i have not update for like a million years. Been very very busy lately and including this week. I'm actually stealing like 5 minutes of my times just to write this.

There's been sooo many deaths and people passing away in this few months, started off with MJ , then Yasmin, then Aquino, then some famous people in US....then yesterday around 3-4pm i found out that a guy from uni passed away and was confirmed at 1.05pm..his name was Gary Leon Robert, a very handsome, 4-flat final year student..It was really a great loss and i really don't know how the people who knew him have to cope with this..He was a participant for the Adidas Marathon then he did not finish the race. He did not pick up his stuff from the locker on sat. The organizers started searching for him but there was no news. Then the police use the dog squad to search him and finally found him at a place where nobody will walk to. Theres no confirmed new about what has happened but the police found him at 1.05pm yesterday..

heres the news....and the second link you'll see his picture..the video in the blog is not real though
http://www.mstar.com.my/berita/cerita.asp?file=/2009/8/3/mstar_berita/20090803211452&sec=mstar_berita
http://starbucks87dude.blogspot.com/2009/08/have-you-seen-gary-leon-robert.html

so yeah...thats it for now...will blog this weekend..mid term break but won't be in kl from 9-12 k...see u guys

may he reast in peace and we will be praying fot him always....

exhausted

2009-07-10T17:40:48Z

ok today was so very extreamly tiring, with all the BBQ-ing and getting lost at my friends house. All those things to kemas and the housework. Goodness and i could only rest at 1am at night..huh

anyway i finished reading my sister's keeper few days ago and it was heart wrenching.im sure if i watched the movie i'll cry, and after reading the book, then i know why people don't like the changes they made for the ending of the movie.It was the total opposite but i would love to see whats the story like if it turns out the other way round.

heres the official trailer of the movie and also the web promo from Jodi Picoult's page..

for the second video, i really feel very sad when the song goes 'troubles are her only friend...' (0.37 seconds) goshhh so sadd laaaa...i cant stop thinking of the book..im buying another jodi picoult's book later, gonna buy nineteen minutes, a story about a boy who shoots 10 people in his school..

bored

2009-07-08T04:26:57Z

goshh its definitely a boring but hard sem..all the lecturers are boring,the assesments are all projects projects and more projects..i ended up taking just 13 credits this sem just because i wanna run away from another prototype project..without buddies or friends i will not be able to do the project especially if its a prototype building project...arghh..please just kill me

ok im actually just waiting for my add drop slot in the comp lab..all my classes either begin at 11 or 1 except friday which starts at 9am so its good in a way but it is also very demotivating as i for sure will become more and more lazy..on tuesday i woke up at 6.30 to go for jogging and i'll do it tomorrow..well its because its a habit for my stupid uni people to look at you like an alien when you are jogging, so if i jog in the morning, nobody will see me, which is good :)

ok singing off bai
ps please read my sisters keeper...its a very very good book

biking incident

2009-06-25T03:30:13Z

im really pissed off with LJ rich text.The thing cant even load, and obviously i cant write.urgh

anyway i think most of you know that i fell off my bike on tuesday around 5 something in the evening. and i think some of you know that my bike does not have any gear which means whenever i have to go slightly uphill i have to stand and cycle.That is when i fall off.I lost my balance after my right paddle broke and fall off on the right side. tried to cover my face but tak sempat. so basically i hit my face right on the road. there are bruises near my right eye and a lil' bit swollen la but nothing much. no big big cuts. minor scrathes on my fingers and knee and some blueblack on my legs and butt. Thanks to my gloves, my palm survived from and injury XD

but the worst off all my back hurts like crazy. It is so pain and i can still feel the pain until today. What im scared off if its run out of alignment or something . Its you know the bone between your butt, yeah thats the part which hurts most. I cant bend my body, i cant even wear my pants properly, when i sit i cant stand and vice versa. I will be waiting for a few days and see how is it and if its still the same i have to go for x-ray. aihh

so what happen to my bike? i threw it off.=D this thing happen like a few times already and i waas lucky nothing happen to me but finally i fell off. and it hurts. so i tell my mum this is what happen when you give a rotten bike. So she say okla i'll buy you a new one..wohoooooo

So meannnnssss...I'LL GET A NEW BIKE FULLY EQUIP WITH GEAR AND PROPER ROAD BIKE HANDLE!!!..wohooo..gosh im so happy..i dont mind of the bike dont have suspension or disc brake, but i really want gears. and a comfortable saddle and paddle. and road bike handle. i cant wait. and im going to buy a proper cycling pants with a helmet. gosh since when i became an avid cyclist??..

yeahoooooo..
ps: rich text is working now..lol

edit ps: when i fall, a mak cik and some other guys come and help..but theres this man(din notice his face) he ask me u jatuh sendiri kan?i said ya..then he said ok i nampak u jatuh sendiri, jgn salahkan org lain..i was like whatttttt thhhhee F..but i was concentraating on my bleeding face rather than looking at the guy la so wth la..screw him..stupid ppl

bad weather

2009-06-23T02:49:45Z

urghhh i hate the weather in k.l. rain when its not suppose to rain. hot at night. such crappy weather. and now its gloomy like the sky is going to fall down or something. Sometimes the sun is good, for me most of the times la hehe. Its so gloomy now i just feel like jumping to my bed and go to sleep back, which is very bad. And yeah the weather forecast says this is going to cont' for the whole week. I miss the weather in perhentian, sunny all day long, but its still so cooling.T.T

ok what am i suppose to do today??....back to work, after watching tv XD

thug story

2009-06-22T18:25:28Z

hahahahaha this is awesome and funny..gosh i love taylor!!! enjoy!!
the full vid is here

haha i love kelly pickler too..xDDDDDD

2 more weeks

2009-06-22T07:40:05Z

ohhhh myyyyy...2 more weeks and im off to uni again. 3 months just pass through like that, so fast, so short but sweet and awesome!!..the best holiday i've ever had in my life..i get to catch up on soooo many things although some of the stuff i planned to do didn't end up getting done.hehee

so perhentian is over and next is genting end of this week but still not confirmed yet. I don't really feel like going to my friends bday party but somehow i'll get for her something and makeup for it.

so how was perhentian..just one word..SUPERB!!!..everthing was soo nice except there is no tv in the room and no newspapers and no line at the chalet. haha so basically people who lived there is kinda like katak di bawah tempurung. there's tv in the restaurant but kinda lazy to sit there. its nicer to sit near the windy beach thinking about nothing =D .oh ya there were alottttt of mosquitos too, large large ones..and their bites leaves marks which really irritates me because it gets itchy sometimes..but overall nice, real nice..and i like my tanned skin..hehe

how i wish i could build a house there, go jogging every morning, swim another hour..rest at the beach, sleep at the beach, play with my dog or cats, write stories in the evening, read books, play guitars at night, sleep early wake up early...oohhhhhh..HEAVENNNNN!!!

oh another thing, i found out that i cant snorkel..the snorkelling goes to 4 places 1st corals, turtles, then a place where theres alot of fish, and shark point..but after the 1st place i can't stand the wave ad i feel so dizzy so i end up going back. Only my cousin went for it..and she saw sharks..hehe real sharks of course and real turtles..oh another thing..haha so many things..we found sea cucumbers in the sea or what we malaysian call as gamat..yerrrrrrrrrrrr...its like a worm but 10 times bigger so slimy and it'll stick to ur hands, its around 15 cm long and it feels like jello..and it pancut water when you pick it up..ewww like peeing..hahaha..

ok stop with the perhentian thingy. so started planning for my new sem. theres a few expensive books to buy and its gonna be a really busy sem. my classes is from monday to friday but im kinda free on wed with only 2 hours of class. so im going to jog everyday starting from the monday morning, no excuses except for exams or quizzes. and my dinner planning is still on going. im kinda scared to thing bout studies cause i know it'll be really hard next sem. T.T ~~just kill me~~

so pics will be up real soon in facebook and im opening my blogspot again end of this week or early of next week. but i won't be closing this site though, i'll be using this place for me to write stories, like short stories or whatever special post ups XD (and im not hangat2 tahi ayam of this ok)

so going to so some housework.then cycling,hope it doesn't rain.chao guys

perhentian island

2009-06-15T12:49:43Z

yeahoooo..leaving to perhentian at 3am later so will be reaching at kuala besut's jeti around 12 or 1pm tomorrow. yeah its a looonnngg ride aorund 7 hours of driving. then 45 minutes on speed boat to reach the island. We will be staying at flora bay resort for 3 days and 2 nights and hopefully the room will be awesome..hehe

i know that the place will be great and it will be like heaven on earth which i did not see for 21 years of my life...weeeeeeee...once reach i'll straight away jump and put my legs in the water..then we'll be staying in kota bharu for another day, visiting one of the most famous temple overthere. and they have wishing tree!!!..im still thinking what i wanna wish though..xD

anyway i think thats all for now..will upload the pics in facebook after the trip and might be updating my trip through twitter . you guys can check on www.twitter.com/cathnutz for live pics and updates hehe...

dont worry i'll bring some souvenirs back but NO OYSTERS YVONNE TAN!!..go buy yourself..lalala~..hehehe hope the stuff there wont be that expensive

so later girlfriends!!!..IM GOING TO PARADISE!!WOHOOOOOO

birthday celebration

2009-06-02T18:49:34Z

haha sooo sorry for the last post.I don't really have the mood that's why..hmmm

well 27th may was my bday last week and i had a blast!!..3 day celebration with non stop supplies of cakes and non healthy food..3 busy days of my birthday celebration.LOL. so the 1st day was a celebration with my housemates at Green Box Jusco Cheras Selatan. well it was definitely fun and i didn't know that karaoke was soo much fun. Such a perfect way to relieve stress!!! I would definitely go for a 2nd 3rd 4th...and many many more rounds of karaoke..lol

so the next day was outing with my ex-school friends..they wanted to go to mid valley so i was like wth just go lah..then tak sangka the whole day was fullllll of suprises..i thought it was just a normal outing where tan wanna buy stuff and me and sooyan teman her..but when i reach there i saw yvonne, then they walk toward the cinema where i tought it was normal to just walk there for fun. then sooyan walk towards the entrance and gave tickets, so by that time i was already watching monsters vs aliens..the movie was awsome!! then i thought after the movie we are going to some mamak for some cheap dinner but they suddenly walked in to manhattan fish market...that time i was like whattt!!!!???lol..they b4 we went home they gave me a cake..again i was in shock..man, you all did soo much and thanz alot!! i don't even know how to express my gratitude!!..

then the 3rd day i spent the whole afternoon with kalash and li ching and they spend me lunch.It was an afternoon full of political, sports and other reviews..lol...then at night it was the celebration with my family as the 3rd day is also my bro's bday..hmmm

never had such a longgg, tiring and crazy b;ast bday before in my life!!..and i get a new phone and loving every bits of it XD

so im going to sleep now..heres a random pic of my fav cat under my car..its not my cat la btw =)

oh another thing,,twitter is awesome and fun and easy..so create an acc if u're free..

thoughts

2009-05-25T16:35:27Z

hey it's been a long time i know. So many things happen in this past one month like the end of American Idol, Akademi Fantasia, One in a Million, end of greys anatomy season 5 and i think it's the best season ever!!

haha, i was suppose to write about the Malacca trip but im a little bit lazy to write about it..one thing im so freaking happy right now is that katherine heigl is not leaving greys anatomy yet..urghhhh thank godd for that. I just couldn't take it when i heard from the newspaper that she's leaving, and to know that this season she'll be having this major brain tumor + skin canser..my heart was like 'omgg izzie's leaving??...NUOOOOO'

anyway i really don't know why are there so many things going on in my brians this few days..REALLY..its very annoying..urghh its so tiring thinking about the things that you should not think. I can't really put it in word but this thoughts are just really disturbing. Sometimes i even dreamt about it, and of course it looks real..urghhh T_________T

so here are my updates for the whole month:-
- trip to pulau perhentian is on going..everything is booked but somehow i pity my dad because he'll have to drive like 8 hours to reach kuala besut's jeti..i don't know la..this is also one of the things that are bugging me
- bought Elixir strings for my guitar redi..just bought it actually and it cost me rm59..that freaking not cheap
- my class has ended with a final assignment and finals will be two weeks from now
- urgh i actually forgotten what i've done for this month but nevermind lah..just leave it as it is LOL
- another thing is i might be moving back to blogspot anytime soon..there's just too many restrictions here and i cant even play with the codings..all be missing the comunities though..=)

so that all for today..my hormones are not right this few days..i'll end this post with a great meme i found from yan_desu 's page

Ten Things i Wish i Could Say to Ten Different People (but don't say their name):

1.Yea im trying to avoid you..so what??
2. gosh i miss you so so much..how nice if we r still keeping in touch..you are one of the greatest friend ever..more than a friend actually
3. do not leave the show!!! pleaseee
4. i dont know why but i just hate looking at your face
5. i dont really like your bf
6. please stop thinking that you are always right ok
7. congrats on ur pregnancy/baby
8. y didn't you sms me about any news at all??
9. you are a nice person you know..=)
10. you should change your attitude

Nine things about myself :

1. i always over analyse stuff sometimes
2. i love my guitar, my car, my bike , my bicycle, my hammies , my families and my friends
3. i dont know how to talk to guys..seriously
4. i love vacations
5. music is my soul
6. i LOVEEEEEEE animals
7. solitude is what i love ...not all the time la XD
8. i really wanna learn tennis or squash
9. i wish i could go racing,,doesn't matter if its car or bike

Eight ways to win my heart :

1. funny
2. outgoing and sporty
3. loves animals
4. very caring
5. not shy
6. romantic at times
7. smart..but not too over..hehe
8. have some sense of style

Seven things that cross my mind a lot :

1. why am i feeling so lazy
2. please dont call me at this time
3. no do not eat that..too much calories -__-
4. how to start the conversation ah??
5. how to ask the fella the stuff that i wanna buy?
6. omg please dont ask me to speak in chinese
7. pleaseeeeee pleaseee no police on the road today..LOL

Six things I do before I fall asleep :

1. play ds
2. clean up
3. play guitar
4. think about stories in my head
5. exercise
6. thinking what time should i wake up tmr

Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) :

1. my family
2. my cousins
3.my school friends
4. my college friends
5. friends i met from other places like genki, ijm, scouting, etc...lol

Four things your wearing right now :

1. shirt
2. pants
3. underwear
4. glasses

Two things you want to do before you die :

1. go overseas..anywhere will do XD
2. spend some valueble time with my life partner

One confession :

1.i'm a very very VERY last minute person..XD

gosh this meme i quite hard..LOL..see u guys tmr..nitez

bad luck

2009-04-18T13:03:21Z

yhoo..watched confessions of a shopaholic with bebebe today, and gosh i was laughing like crazy..such a stress reliever XD..some how i do feel like reading one of the book but maybe next time only la..aihhh, something bad happen at klcc today, i missplaced the parking ticket, and i knew where i lost it, so i go to the toilet to find it back but its not there..then i was like " aiyo sei la sei la, sure have to pay rm50 for the denda"..so i walk all the way to the parking office and tell them that i've lost the ticket, then they say rm10.50 for motor, i was like fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..but still its a total waste of my money T_T

i saw kalash at klcc today and she didnt seem to notice me..lol anyway i was panicking that time so i dont really have to mood to greet her..sorry ya if you are reading this..

i rellly dont know why theree was soooo many bad luck stuff happening to me this week..i just hope that next week will be the other way round because i need it for my class registration...BADLY

sooo baiscally thats all..oh ya thanx to bebebe for the usb pendrive..its awsome..here the pic

and another thing i forgot to post about my projects for the previous semester..so my 1st project was to model a mechamism and after so much fuss over it, we finally decided to model a tool box mechanism..we we need to modify, calculate and prove our assumption for the mechanism chosen using Maple software and Working Model to creat a moving model of the tool box mechanism..

another interesting project is the egg incubator..total budget is rm119.90..expensive huh, aihh wat to do but i dont really mind la..so heres it

okla...nitez guys

malacca

2009-04-14T12:45:31Z

oh bandar bersejarah melaka, satu-satunya tempat dimana asal-usul rakyat msia masih dipelihara.Di sinilah bermulanya kewujudan Tanah Melayu apabila Parameswara menjejakkan kakinya di bawah pokok Melaka..lolol..*end of intro*

well somehow i do feel like posting something today and its something that ah tan has been planning all this while. I know that you really want to go and i dont mind driving, but if i need to continue working then habis la harapan. If i get the class, it will only be until wed, so we can go on friday and come back on saturday. I check already, other that bandar hilir, we can go to jonker street(jln hang tuah), my cousin said that the cendol and satay celup is super delicious. Then on the way, we can also stop by zoo melaka, if you all want la. We can go and see stahydus(dont know whats the correct spelling), then some muziums esp the portugis ship, then can go mahkota parade, then go jonker street go makan nyonya stuff, then weekend night got pasar malam at there, they say got alotttttttttttttttt of stuff. Then can go melaka raya. So i think that alot of places redi..lolol

I check the roads already, shudnt be a problem unless they do some construction and they menyimpang to another place ar...that time, i'll cry, lol...its been 3 years since i've been in malacca and i sooo sooo want to go there and if can i want to buy some nyonya sstuff..taste some real rempah udang, look at some real embroideries..uwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

so malacca anyone??...the more the merrier..XD

mad world

2009-04-12T13:57:13Z

heyy, wow i haven't been posting up for quiet a while, been very very VERY busy, before and after my finals.Anyway a short update, my finals was ermmm, not to say bad but cannot say that its was the best either..lets see subject by subject kay
Manufactiring Process - forgotten to read 1 chapter, so lost a few marks there, but luckily it was i think 4 out of 100 marks. I used alot of my time memorizing stupid stuff and of all subjects i feel this is the stupidest subject ever..aih
Theory Of Machines - one of my fav sub and the lecturer is sooooo handsome but too sarcastic. But the finals are ok..i did my best and im satisfied with what i've done =)
Engineering Measurement - another useless sub but not bad ar..i thought the finals will be a lil' more thougher but then its still ok
Thermo 2 - urgh..hard hard HARDDD....
Fluids - not bad lah..

lol..and now im fighting and praying that i will get a place for special semester because if i don't get one, then i'll be stuck at my workplace and i'll be doomed to eternal damnation..lolol..aihh its not that i hated there so much but i feel kinda bored, then it like im wasting my time over there..urgghhhh its just sooo..i really don't know how to say la..i really hope that i'll get a place for POM class thats all..T_T

oh oh adam lambert performance this week is super awsome..even simon gave him a standing-o..lol..in 8 years of AI and this is the 1st time if im not mistaken..and i liked the song sooo sooo much. Im sure everyone will get the feeling of what the song is about and i think everyone should have the same experiences before..everynow and then its always a mad world, everywhere we go, everything we do, questions we ask, stories we heard, causes and effects of everything..i think this song just tells what i felt when im at my workplace..aihh

so heres the full song of adam lamberts studio recording and the lyrics...enjoy

All around me are familiar faces
worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very, mad world, mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very, mad world, mad world
Enlarging your world, mad world

the little nyonya

2009-03-21T15:15:02Z

ahoy again!!!..the title summarise the stuff im going to talk about today..hehe...my finals is next saturday and what i do now is look for little nyonya's interviews on youtube..-___-|||

the little nyonya is a story about Ju Xiang and her daughter Yueniang both played by Jeanette Aw, revolving around the people in their lives and the baba and nyonya culture+traditions. Other cast includes Joanne Peh, Qi Yuwu, Dai Yang Tian, Pierre Png, Apple Hong....and alot more....The story is just so amazingly acted out. The plot is awsome and the culture they brought out really reminds me of the lil' bits and pieces of the nyonya culture from my mum's side of the family. Jeanette's acting is superb and i cant believe that the canning scene in the show ter-kena her...and she just bare with the pain..lol..Lots of evil character in the show and they really really VERY EVILLL..sometimes its just too painful to see how they treat badly towards to good character in the show..

Anyway, the kuih-kuih in the show is looks good especially the Rempah Udang...yumyummmm..and they even have cendol!!!..XD..their kebaya nyonya is lovely and the theme song plus he background music suites the show so well..with all those gamelan and malay music fusion..ahhhhhhhh..~~and now im thinking of making a a set of kebaya nyonya for my graduation next time...can i wear it at the graduation at the 1st place???...lol~~

aiyaahh...dont want to talk so much ready la..need to go study abit..n i PROMISEEEEEEEE tomorrow i'll start studying..PERIOD!!...below are the poster for "xiao niang re" and theme song...and also their reunion dinner during CNY..*advice-watch the show 1st b4 you watch the reunion show*

PS: the official site for the little nyonya is really good, very resourceful, with all the spin offs, and other stuff...AND THERE IS ALSO A SPECIAL BLOG WRITTEN BY JEANETTE THROUGHTOUT THE SHOW!!!!!!!!!...the way she blog is awsome!!...enjoy

the little nyonya official site
Jeanette Aw's blog
Joanne Peh's blog

BELOW ARE THE WHOLE CLIP OF THE REUNION DURING CNY

taleNtime

2009-02-26T16:09:02Z

ahhhhhhh....i really cant wait for yasmin ahmad's next movie starring jac!!!...and pamela chong too...will be on cinemas on the 26th of march n i'll be having my finals during that week..urgh..i watched the trailer and it was awsome..and its just a trailer!!!....anyway less talk more on vids..heres the trailer

too much

2009-02-22T15:43:56Z

ahoy~..ever heard off the song 'too much' from spice girls?.."too much of something is bad enough, too much of nothing is just as tough".. well last week on friday, i was really angry with my scouts ppl. I was having an exam at 5pm, on the same afternoon, they called me to follow them to scouts hq for the whole day on saturday. Then minutes later, they called again saying that after ur exam they'll straight away fetch me n go k.l..i was like WHA-..they dont even wanna explain anything to me and they expect me to follow them...well, out of respect for them, i followed..and i get to know that its actually something like a course and interview to represent malaysia for the Asia-Pacific Youth Conference thingy..and they need representatives who can speak engurish....

when i was there, my body was there but my mind was not. Once they explain everything, i was thinking since i spent half of my day here, why dont i just continue till sunday. It was till late night on Friday and i ask my friends to send me back home and i tarik diri on the next day, thinking y should i waste more of my time on things that i dont really have any interest on..if u ask me to volunteer at the zoo for 3 days, i would rather do that than going for this crappy interview thingy...urgh

what upset me was, all this was actually too much. I really do not like people calling me out of nowhere and asking me to do this and do that especially when im busy. and interview for 3 days???...that is another crappy thing...but i dont really blame my president and vice..i know they are just doing their job.

anyway cut the crap....i was not able to buy my hammies and im really sad because of that...;__;

but no worries.....HAMMIES I'LL COME TO GET U ON THURS AFTER MY EXAMS...yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!....

till nx time..nitez ppl

malaysians

2009-02-18T05:17:40Z

Ahoy people...heheh..yes yes i know i haven been updating for quite a while...anyway i really dont know where did my obsession for foxkeh came from ..i even use foxkeh theme for my mozilla...lalala~ the fox is just too cute for me to resist...~~obsession of fursssss????~~

life have been extreamly busy for me..n i mean EXTREAM busy!!!..my finals is like 1 month from next week and i haven even start doing anything on the projects and presentation which will be like 2 or 3 weeks from nx week...haiyooooooooo....crap laaa...

actually why im spending a little time writing now is because of the politics in malaysia. Look at what's happening now, everything is haywire. Everybody is getting worried because of the economics, then the politics in malaysia pulak like this. The MP's should be spending their time to think about the economics rather than fighting with each other. Such a waste of time and energy and not to mention money. goshhh how i wish Tun Mahathir was still the PM. ............
ps...its really weird how some people dont even care or dont even know or dont even wanna care about this..esp those people in my uni, we are msians..we should care..n we are 21 this year..SO GROW THE CRAP OUT OF YOUR BRAINS LA...

anyway, lets cut the crap. Updates are :
- im getting a pair of hammies this weekend
- my cousin bought a dog..a beagle..n its soooo sooo cute..and i really cant wait to see him..btw his name is cookie
-my parents kinda took an old bike from my brothers apartment..and its mine now..lalala~..means i need to exercise everyweek
-im in love with taylor swift's songs....and im getting her cd...by this week maybe..XD
-i really wanna watch the curious case of benjamin button
-scouts is really making life more miserable..the paperwork la
-things to do: settle all tutorials, divide jobs for TOM n measurement projects, and read for measurement test 2 this friday..T_T

thats all for now...tata

HAPPIE NEW YEAR 2009!!!!!!!!!!!...

2009-01-02T14:11:39Z

hello people!!!!...wishin u guys HAPPIE NEW YEAR 2009!!!!!!!!!!!...

sorry for not updating as i was extreamly busy with some stuff..hehe..anyway as usual, new year begins n new resolution comes up..lets see what's my resolution last year(from my blogspot)

1. study hard n mus mus mussssss maintain my cgpa in dean's list..THIS IS A
MUST..NO BLOODY EXCEPTION wat so ever!!!....

2. fulfill my comitments to the fullest..n do watever it takes to fulfill them..
study,scholarship,scouts,MoI,otaku...

3. find a way to buy an electric guitar n its amp...n brush up my guitar skills to the max dat i
cud

4. try to find a way to go to indon for the scouts jamboree..(nid rm500 n i no money..T__T)

5. find more money by tuitioning(still under consideration but if it works out then this shud
start around april or early of may..) and by scholarships n training..

6. start art dumping by end of may..

7. lvl-ing up LC(last chaos)...n see whether i wana cosplay for the nx CF or not(depends on
my frens)..

8. treat my frens better than before..alhtou i feel dat i treat them gud enuf redi..but they
insist of me treating them better so fine then..i'll definitely treat them "better"..lolx..luv ya all
so much..juz wana say althou sumtimes u all make me so demm angry but i still heart all of
ya..muaksssss

9. find new bf??...lollolololol..wth..this is stupid...nvm lah.

well..basically only a few is done..but nahh, its totally fine..i did have a blast in year 2008..
i became the general secretary of my scouts club, i still maintained my gpa, i worked at a construction site, i made many frenz at uni, at the workplace, in scouts, i volunteered for johor international jamboree n gained sooo much experiences, i volunteered to be facilitators for school kids under my scouts club, i volunteered in CF n get free tickets!!..lol, i was one of the organising exco of UNITEN charity night, i went to the southern most land of mainland asia(tanjung piai at johor), n most recently, i was reunited with my primary 6 classmates and schoolmates 3 days ago..^^

sooo many things huh..there are more actually but those were some of the important ones...

sooooooooo new resolution for 2009 is...................
1. still the same...maintain my CGPA..n targetting for more..mayb 3.8??...though the projects n subjects are sooo freaking hard now..scared that i could not take it...hmmmmmmm....nvm nvm GANBATTE KUDASAIII!!!!
2.the 2nd 1 also the same..stick and try to do my best in all the commitments...
3. start sewing stuff to sell in CF this year...n goshhhhhhhhh nid to start drawing back..if i didnt practice, then nx time sure cannot draw anymore
4.start planning for the back packing trip aroud msia...n mayb wanna bring my frens to a beach at east coast...but first nid to find a decent camping bag..XD
5. againnnnn....treat my frens better
6.get a hammy....hehe
7.practice my guitar...

hmmm....i think thats all kuaa...hehe...anyway this time hopefully i can fulfill all of it..okla need to do my hw dy...i'll update more tmr...tata n gud nite every1

awsome sem break..ever

2008-11-25T03:46:32Z

hey guys..its been a longggg time since i updAated. well just a small update after the JOHOR JAMBOREE. the jamboree was awsome..the facilities sucks but then the experiences n frens i met there is just superb..everyday filled with laughter althoou i still manage to gaduh with my UNITEN guys once in a while..lol..anyway the pics r not wif me now but once i get the pics i'll upload here..the pics itself could tell a million words....

later im goin to cut my hair..well juz trim oni la..i still dun hv the courage to "CUT" my hair..XD...then goin to klcc to buy new slacks n formal clothes...then watching HSM 3 again wif yb...

tmr goin out to klcc again wif li ching n kalash for a double movie..madagascar n james bond.....then thrus wait for sooyans decision..on fri go makan wif goldis tower ppl then go out wif sooyan n tan...then sat check in...how sad...

3 weeks hols is freakin not enuf mann!!!!!...but wth.. 1 week wasted on the CHARITY FEST which was a great experience n great acvievement...then went for JOHOR INTERNTIONAL JAMBOREE which was also awsome...

con...short but totally awsome sem break ever...aihhhhhhhh.....i'll be missing this moment~~~........ever